Have you ever found yourself catching feelings for someone and you know that you should not have feelings for this person, but you cannot help yourself from just letting those feelings in? You find yourself thinking about this person and you find yourself doing things that you do not usually do. At the same time, you do not even mind performing these actions because you want to. You will find yourself going out of your way for this person and sometimes, you may not even realize it. At the time that this is occurring, you not only carry feelings for this person, but you find yourself to be content with everything. You are enlightened and you are basically in a good mood all the time. You find that you cannot wait to talk to this person and that when you do talk to this person, it is like you can talk to them forever. It is even greater when the feelings and the actions go the both ways. You carry feelings of being wanted and it actually makes you feel special. And if you find that it is going both ways, what else could make you happier than that? The relationship formulating, whether it just be a genuine friendship or something more, is something you can definitely look at and be satisfied with. You have those 'butterflies in your stomach' feeling. Just being around the person lightens your mood and it is as if there is nothing that can possibly bring you down at the moment. After all, what can really go wrong when you are around a person that can put a smile on your face?
If you ever find something like this, do not ever let it go. But, try your hardest not to push it away. The best way to deal with it is to 'go with the flow'. Yes, you may find that it is going nowhere, but you should never expect anything if you are never upfront with the situation. You should not really expect too much anyway; live for the moment, that moment of happiness that you may or may not remember in the long run, but that you could hold on to for the time being. Do not ever make the situation more than what it really is; you will be setting yourself up for disappointment.
But, that does not mean that you should constantly think that there will never be anything more. If you do not expect anything at all, you can never be too sure of what will happen next. Do not be afraid to catch those feelings and do not be afraid of being hurt. Sure, no one ever wants to get hurt, but you live and you learn. 'There will always be sunshine after the rain', so never lose hope. If it so happens that the situation does not work itself out to what you would have wanted it to be, know that there is someone else out there for you.
Never let the situation consume you either. You are still your own person and you should never live for this other person. Do not ever forget that you are your first priority; take care and watch out for yourself too. It is great to be that caring person that will always watch out and take care of others, but do not ever forget that you are someone too.
In the end, just make sure you are happy. If you are happy with how the situation is and if you are content with all the actions and effort that you are putting forth, then everything will be okay. Do not ever regret doing something because at the time of you doing it, you definitely meant it. If you do something to make another person happy, do not feel bad (just hope that they feel bad and realize what you have done for them when things go wrong... LOL!).
Live for the moments because you only live once...
xoxo
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Brampton, ON |
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Beyonce - Poison |
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